for all of this, i'm better off without you

breakingout @ 2005-09-05T17:39:00

2005-09-05T21:40:02Z

breakingout @ 2004-12-16T22:46:00

2004-12-17T03:51:00Z

oh, ps. guys.

i saw emanual, the honorary title, emery& from autumn to ashes last night& seriously... best opening acts, evaaa.
they were amazing.
and i had the cutest boy next to me all night;
his name was josh& he had a friend, dennis.
they were so awesome.
i had so much fun with them.

breakingout @ 2004-12-02T20:44:00

2004-12-03T01:54:28Z

i miss writing here but

i just don't have time.

i finished my applications. everything is done.
cabrini - done.
penn state - done.
university of hartford - done.
drexel, of course... - done

i was going to apply to northeastern& temple, but i do not have the time nor energy to.
if i don't get into any of those schools, well... dc cubed, here i come.

this month is exciting.

tomorrow - bonnerbattle
saturday - work
tues.& wed. - orchestra
thursday - work
friday - christmas dance?
december 11th - december 14th - nothing interesting
december 15th - from autumn to ashes with linda, christy, jackie, becky, some froshies& mikey& someone's cousin
december 16& 17th - nothing important
december 18th - orchestra& THE EARLY NOVEMBER with jamie and cathy<3
december 19th - christmas concert
dec. 20th - 23rd - nothing, get out of school
december 24th - christmas eve!
december 25th - christmas!
december 27th - fall out boy<3
december 28th - THE STARTING LINE, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, NORTHSTAR, OVER IT!

ps. i would like everyones addresses... for presents. seriously<3

breakingout @ 2004-11-18T22:56:00

2004-11-19T04:02:26Z

the only thing that is keeping me going at the moment is the fact that i'll be seeing the early november with jamie and cathy in a couple of weeks. and hipv. and armor for sleep. and action! action! and the progress.

so. excited.
god.

why can't it really cold so i can dress in pea coats and scarves and awesome turtlenecks with awesome blazers and not feel weird?

love cold weather.
hate dairy queen.
hate college process.

love fiona.

breakingout @ 2004-11-09T21:39:00

2004-11-10T02:48:14Z

last night i saw the starting line for the first time in a year.
for the first time out of ten, i was on the barricade - i was in the front.
those boys are seriously so amazing. before hand, i had this awful feeling about everything. i've been so stressed out (again)... i wish i was back on retreat. but anyway, the starting line.
they
were
sooo
good.
it helps that they are my favorite band ever.
seriously, ever. and matt watts is the most adorable thing on the planet.
i love to watch him. i love to watch all of them.

yellowcard was ten times better than i had previously thought.
sean mackin is my god.
he plays that violin so passionately.
it's almost frustrating.
i wish i was that good.
the show was 4 hours and 45 minutes long.
i love them.
it was good.
i've missed going to great shows.
ones that take my breath away
because they're so fucking good.
last night was the first one in awhile where i went "wow" afterwards.
i was speechless.
oh and yellowcard, my fucking heroes, ha(d)(ve) a girl tech last night.
it was so aweeeesomee.

breakingout @ 2004-10-23T13:30:00

2004-10-23T17:34:04Z

JAMIE.

CALL ME OR TEXT ME AS SOON AS YOU SEE THIS.
THE EARLY NOVEMBER. HIDDEN IN PLAIN VIEW. DECEMBER 18TH. TLA.

sorry for the caps, kids!

breakingout @ 2004-10-22T17:32:00

2004-10-22T21:35:18Z

The Starting Line:
12/28/2004
Show Philadelpha, PA / Electric Factory « just added
with My Chemical Romance and others TBA

HELL YES

breakingout @ 2004-09-27T15:21:00

2004-09-27T19:21:07Z

i went to 5pie/end well/amp at the coffee club. it was super good. i hadn't been in there for a whileeeeeee. it was nice to be back.

i went to someonethativeseenathousandtimesbeforebutneverremembertheirname/ the black dahlia murder/terror/unearth. SOO GOOD. i got beat up a lot but that's life. it was so much fucking fun to be with the girls and have a good time again. ahhh.

that's life.

DEAR STARTING LINE, JUST FUCKING TOUR ALREADY

2004-09-18T17:49:20Z

and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself, and say "it's for the best."

we're moving forward but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that'll never come.

someone take me to the show at chester grange tonight. !!!!!

breakingout @ 2004-08-12T18:13:00

2004-08-12T22:13:07Z

just for the fucking record:

lindz and i deleted ourselves back in the day from the buzz. and then we were banned. but yeah, we deleted ourselves. k. now that things are cleared up.

i fucking hate the internet, it is so godawful.

OH! and since it's been brought up, we were banned by db.

i can't wait to hit the stage& say hello to JERSEY<3

2004-07-25T21:27:09Z

i'm taking pictures
of everything
to remind me of the place that's so perfect for me

it's so different than any other place here. i love jersey& most of all, i love the jersey shore. sea isle is so calm compared to most of the beaches here. the weather is not that great, but it's absolutely beautiful here.

breakingout @ 2004-06-10T21:36:00

2004-06-11T01:36:23Z

even though i'm with someone new
all i can think about is you
and now i'm caught in the middleee

breakingout @ 2004-06-06T21:00:00

2004-06-07T01:00:40Z

alright, i'm not trying to be an elitestxfuck but

WHY IS COHEED AND CAMBRIA ON FUCKING MTV

breakingout @ 2004-05-18T22:24:00

2004-05-19T02:24:26Z

i removed a couple of people. i'd appreciate if you would disadd me. k.